Hey Farmer 🌿
Good seeing you though not under these circumstances. Geez this nightmare just keeps on doesn't it
Clearly she has serious issues & believes her lies!
From memory she's done this to others too
With Sophie too I'm glad you've let us know how it's going. In dark times it's incredibly hard reaching out
Can I urge you and yes it'd be hard I'm sure to talk about this but please matey for your mental health/safety could you ring the numbers to get more help.
You know we're always here but these people can help you professionally in ways we can't to get through these unbearably hard times
I know how it feels being so terribly low. It does feel like we're alone. Hearing you. You're not though Anthony
I do believe you're a very courageous man with a lot of stamina. You do have the ability to get through these terrible times believe that truth Mr ☺
If you can keep thinking of your many reasons to get through helps to steer our thinking to ways of pulling through
Please keep in mind friend on no uncertain terms to not allow further thought of suicide if can I ask is this happening?
The feelings are powerful being trapped in this headspace.
Seemingly there's no way out aye and it'll never change.
This isn't true!
Time brings change. For now we can help ourselves by refocusing our thinking to considering coping strategies. We can offer some techniques but professionals know more.
Before good changes happened which at the time seemed like a dead end. You landed another job helping the financials that on all accounts seemed pretty doubtful
My point is these reprieves were not thought possible but changes for the better did come and can again in some form
May I suggest with your dear wife a help could be joint counselling.
It's so hard when the pain/stress is unbearable spilling out on our loved ones adding to pressure.
You're all going through SO much my hearts with youse. The three of you are a solid unit that needs every chance to remain that way
Anthony ☺ surprisingly small things can give our troubled minds tads of light. Not fixes but breathing space
Maybe each day not only look but take in & remember by feeling details of the land. The colour, relaxation you feel breathing through the beauty of a natural state and gentle quiet in new growth
The sound of birds, trees rustling can you feel a breeze. The animals in their peaceful state 🌿
We care and are listening good man.
Keep going buddy ⚘
