Vent and then let it go...

[Guest_1055]

Not sure about anyone else but sometimes I just need to vent, including venting any frustrations, fears, hopes, worries, longings and anything else. Most of the time I don't want any advice or any responses. Just need a way to get it all out from within me.

So thought this thread could be for those sort of things. No one replys to you with words or anything. It's a place to let it all go. Just dump whatever it is you want to say and leave it here.

So yeah no replys please.

[Guest9337]

Hi everyone thank you for noticing that my long post above is itself a venting. I apologise for making so much noise about my position.

If anyone wants me to help them address or redress any specific issue then please make contact and I will do my best for you, with you making every decision and me just offering options and predicting possible consequences and using this brain / mind for the good will benefit of others.

Have a great day my friends. love dng.

[Guest_1643]

Hi d n g, Ur welcome to contribute advice on other threads but this thread feels like it works well where we vent rather than educate each other, by venting here we don't ask for advice or guidance, that's the value of the thread, for me at least. And no member here is in any position of authority over another to advise or solve, it works well because we all know w ha t it's like to struggle, and no one really has the answers. I'm not out sure offering answers or solutions fits the description and use of this thread

[ecomama]

Dear Shelll

THANK YOU for starting this thread. I mean that with all my heart. It's a valuable space for us to let loose a little all that we may hold in at other times, IRL or even on the forums.

My vent for today:

I feel like I'm being menaced.

I'm 100% certain that some people take delight in tracking and menacing others.
I think it's EVERYBODY'S right to speak to or not to speak to another person they find confronting and menacing. Pity this can't happen everywhere in one's life.

In a professional situation we may have no choice but to work with others we find repugnant and I do well at work with these types.

I've locked down my personal life SO tightly in every way I can, that those types of ppl are OUT.

Yet I'm angry about the state of things around me in my community, in the schools, in my workplace and Lord knows maybe all over.

People have seemed to go into the depths of their worst sides.
Is that mental ill health?
I think so.

Not being able to MODERATE oneself for the benefit of others is horrible to witness.

And despite "being all in this together" we are more alone and separated than ever IMO.

Today I find myself repeating the Serenity Prayer over and over again.

Back to work tomorrow - maybe.

EM

[Guest9337]

Thanks for the feedback Sleepy21, highly valuable stuff mate. love dng.

[Guest_1643]

Falling asleep restlessly on the couch, feeling very unsettled and triggered,

Receiving bad medical advice from hospital staff, so annoying they can't show decency to vulnerable people or take 5 in to read my notes before session

[Lillylane]

Just tagging this thread.

I think sometimes I need to vent without realising it. So it’s good to know this thread is here. Thanks.

[Guest9337]

My beautiful dogs 11 years old, well trained and caring were just in the pc room and way way too close and demanding attention and... I'm working on getting this new-to-me iphone 8 plus up and running with all the appropriate contacts/data from the old iphone, and it's a fracking frustrating process made worse by the dogs attention seeking.

So I gently put them both out the back, very nicely and gave myself at least 10 minutes space from my beloved pets. Whom I may have ended up being a bit nastier to if I hadn't helped them leave. Now I am here venting about these damned updating processes for ios/iphones and yep, c'est la vie.

[Guest9337]

I have been at this moving from iphone 5 to iphone 8 for 5.5 hours so far. I am now onto the 2nd advisor from apple.

[Guest_1643]

Medicated sleep isn't good for me ...I wish it was possible to sleep naturally. Anxiety makes my li d e Wful at times, prevents rest and rejuvenation

[Guest_1055]

This is my intention...

Goal to get this anger out, get this despair out. Get this frustration out. And shout it from the rooftops. I hate this life. I don't belong here. I hate it. I hate it. Jump on the hate. Jump on the anger. Jump on the despair. Flattened it into tiny pieces. Throw it far from me.

Feel like lashing out.. Banged dishes. Shout over. Tired of going over the same stuff. The same issues. What do you want from me. Why am I here on this earth. Why, why what is the reason. I cry out to you so much. I ache for you. I am so very tired.

I am ok. Please understand me. I don't know how to get this awful stuff out of me. Only by shouting it out in my thoughts here. Emotions projected out from within me. Its too much to hold. I hate anger.