Vent and then let it go...

[Guest_1055]

Not sure about anyone else but sometimes I just need to vent, including venting any frustrations, fears, hopes, worries, longings and anything else. Most of the time I don't want any advice or any responses. Just need a way to get it all out from within me.

So thought this thread could be for those sort of things. No one replys to you with words or anything. It's a place to let it all go. Just dump whatever it is you want to say and leave it here.

So yeah no replys please.

[Harpbird]

I have had a very low day today , but angry as well , never felt so angry , I am not an angry person don’t know where it’s come from, I could have punch a wall . I held off and didn’t SH So far,

[Guest_1643]

feeling worse than, less valuable than, not as good as. feeling triggered and vulnerable. feeling like nothing sits quite right today, and is it really only tuesday?? this lockdown.

[Sophie_M]

Hey Harpbird,

Thanks for posting tonight. We're sorry to hear you've had such a low day. We understand how challenging that can be. We're concerned to hear that you're considering self-harm. We hope you know that there is always help available to you, whether it's from our professional mental health counsellors at Beyond Blue (available 24/7/365 on 1300 22 4636) or our friends at Lifeline (13 11 14) or the Suicide Call Back Service (1300 659 467). If you are in immediate danger please call 000. 
 

[Harpbird]

Thanks Sophie, I don’t know why today has gone down hill. It started early ok , got no reason for this low feeling, been to pain specialist, my osteopath, who I call god , my GP all in three days last week , today’s been like a kick in the guts out of no where

[Emo]

Hi Harpbird,

I'm so very sorry that I didn't reply to you earlier. I saw your latest posts. You are so incredibly brave to cope with everything you have to cope with including chronic ongoing pain. I look up to you for how well you handle everything in your life and after you have been so kind to share your experiences with cancer it makes me even more proud of how brave and strong you are.

Please don't be too hard on yourself as I know that so many people care for you and I'm one of them. I hope that you can have a pain free nights sleep. Best wishes for happy dreams.

Regards,

Emo.

[Matchy69]

Hi Emo thankyou for your kind words about me.I wish everyone could be kind to one another.Always seems to be so much division and nastiness in this world and the covid outbreak has shown this more.My kids have been home sick and had to get tested again but got a negative result.My daughter is looking forward to her school formal in September so I am hoping that will go ahead for her as she has already bought her dress.

I hope you doing ok Emo and my thoughts are with you with what you are going through.

Take care,

Mark.

[Guest_1643]

HI Mark,

thatis exciting for her that she has her dress. what color is it? I wore a dark red dress for my formal and it was the most exciting thing for me ever!

Thanks for being so kind to everyone here

i'm so exhausted today, my tooth is acting up and annoyed at my neighbours for their recent intrusions. need space.

[Matchy69]

Hi sleepy my daughter's dress is dark blue and looks really nice on her.The formal is in a different spot this year instead of being at the golf club it's in a rural setting and has a barn and is a wedding venue and looks really nice.

I am sorry your tooth is playing up and your neighbour has annoyed you.I have an elderly neighbour who I told if you ever need any help let me know.She rung me one afternoon when I was having a nice nap to put her tv back on tv from DVD and then got me to fix her screen door while I was there.

[Emo]

Hi Sophie_M,

Thank you for your kind words I really appreciate it. I'm not doing so good right now. I'm struggling with so many things that I'm wondering if it's worth fighting to keep going. I'm just so tired and worn out. I'm trying to put on a brave face but my mask is falling off. I've been thinking of how bad things are and I'm struggling to find reasons to stay.

Its tough and I know that there are other people out there who are worse off than me but I am tried of putting on a brave face. I guess I'll try again?

Regards,

Emo.

[Guest_1643]

honestly what is the point of anything

and where do all the tears go that you have no way to cry? are they stored in ur body and heavy and accumulated deep, deep down?

feeling a little bit sad about some stuff on the forums that feels unsupportive.

feeling sad that ppl can't stay here when they feel ppl aren't listening the them, and also that my posts are ignored a lot.