Vent and then let it go...

[Guest_1055]

Not sure about anyone else but sometimes I just need to vent, including venting any frustrations, fears, hopes, worries, longings and anything else. Most of the time I don't want any advice or any responses. Just need a way to get it all out from within me.

So thought this thread could be for those sort of things. No one replys to you with words or anything. It's a place to let it all go. Just dump whatever it is you want to say and leave it here.

So yeah no replys please.

[Harpbird]

I too was bullied all through school, not physically but because I has such a large chest, was more groping trying to grab me, some days I would walk the 11 km home so I wouldn’t get touched.

now I suffer chronic pain because some poo head rear ended me at a set of traffic lights while on his mobile phone, he got off Scott free now I live a horrid life. So I agree the bullied and victims suffer in the long term. The abusers and careless have it all.

[Guest_1643]

Finally have been linked in with the NDIS - took one year of drama and being passed on and it was actually simple to get just needed to have the right people in my corner... why did it take so long ?
The MH system in Victoria is apparantly "good" and yet... so many ppl fall between the cracks.

[CMF]

Hate when im6on the phone with my partner and his sis is in the room lidtening/commenting/talking to him in the background.

Hare6thst she lives with him yet doesn't seem to help with dishes, he tells me cos he dirtied them, yet he is in pain with a bad back. He was using the tens m machine last night, she brought him a coffee but he then got up to finish the dishes. Guess she doesn't want to ruin her nails.

[Guest_1055]

Overwhelming and such a heaviness about the health of my body.

Feel so alone in this

[Guest_1584]

Me too, in life. l feel as if it's so short and l need to be somewhere , and not alone anymore. But l'm pretty well no where , and at the end of the day l am still alone. l can't afford gambles now , can;t just exists for tomorrow anymore but still not today, it's never today, always tomorrow. l need to make it today bc it's just no damn good living for tomorrow, tomorrow tomorrow. Don't know how l can turn yrs of tomorrows into the now though, the todays instead.

Ever known those people that can just walk up n smack life in the face, yet somehow still land on their feet , ha, often even practically rewarded by life, or the AH's of the world , that can somehow still just do no wrong anyway. They really get on my nerves. rx

[CMF]

Rx,

Yeah I know those people. Every thing just goes their way and they seem to get more and more given to them.

I just don't get it.

[Guest_1584]

Me either , try , get crap , don't try , get crap, g figure.

l've been through this so many times in my life but once again l need to start reminding myself again to enjoy whatever l can in the now . learnt that lesson 100 times but l'm a repeat offender and keep slipping back, everytime. There must be things today , yaknow. No matter how small , think l need a sign on the wall for that one too. rx

[Guest_1643]

i like this thread more and more as i realise how healthy it is to vent and let it go

and be angry

and be frustrated

things sometimes are just plain madness.

I think or know that I made a stupid choice this week but I've been stuck between two hard places... two not perfect choices... and I had to choose one, and I did so impulsively and it wasn't the right one... but neither really are...

I'm so scared half the time more of pissing people off, annoying ppl, not being good enough, not being perfect, not making the perfect or smart choice, I always just harm myself in the end...

What does your heart want? they say -

I have no idea in the slightest.

I want to have choices that make sense and not to be shoved in a corner.
I want to feel that whatever I do is okay

i want to have options and flexibility and to move through life without being afraid of failure

I just want a break, really.

[CMF]

My work colleague lives an hour from the office. Her choice. Since last year's lockdown she hadnt6wanted to be back in the office, wants to WFH. She is always modify and peeved off, always wingeing. I get it,but enough is enough. I'm new in the role and learning and her moods sre6bringing me down. She's now told she can do a few days from home, 2 or 3. She's choosing 3 of course. It's a good thing but not sure how it works with me still learning. I'll probably be better off as I eont6have het negativity and wingeing but we're also getting new systems soon so I'll be learning a new job, new system and be on my own 3 days. How's thst6gonba work? It's unfair on me that I have to keep hearing how she hates it in the office and doesn't want to be there. She's always unhappy about work and herself. She's nice to people's faces but not behind their backs. It us affecting me, all the negativity. Can't wait till she's at home.

[Guest_9486]

Feeling so overwhelmed tonight. I find that sometimes when everyone else in the house is asleep is when I get panic or anxiety, maybe it’s some kind of release from being everyone else’s support during the day?? I feel a lot of guilt sometimes as I feel like I’m not really cut out for motherhood. I don’t cope well with being depended on by everyone and I feel all their issues and upsets very strongly. It takes a huge emotional toll on me. I get through and put on a happy face but then sometimes at night, like tonight, my son woke up briefly and then after he went back to sleep I just found myself sitting up in bed feeling so panicky over what seems like such a minor thing. But I know it’s like a build up of lots of small stressful things releasing. I wonder how many other people feel like this, like they’re kind of just floating along trying to get through just the simple stresses of normal life?? Not sure how people cope