Vent and then let it go...

[Guest_1055]

Not sure about anyone else but sometimes I just need to vent, including venting any frustrations, fears, hopes, worries, longings and anything else. Most of the time I don't want any advice or any responses. Just need a way to get it all out from within me.

So thought this thread could be for those sort of things. No one replys to you with words or anything. It's a place to let it all go. Just dump whatever it is you want to say and leave it here.

So yeah no replys please.

[Guest_1643]

hi amber lite there is a beautiful poem called "I will tell you about selfish people" by Rupi Kaur

it's one of my favourite poems

selfish ppl are the worst, totally with u there.

[amberlite]

One Thousand Thankyou's this poet Rupi Kaur is stella she cuts right through to the heart, thankyou for leading me, you are number one person!!!

[Guest_1055]

I desire so much to let go of unhealthy fear. Well actually more then let go... Rather throw it, stomp on it and whatever else to get it out of my life. And perhaps everyone else life as well.

It holds you back, it in prisons you, it can squash you, it can whisper lies to you, it can shout at lies to you, it wants me to hide away, it cripples you, it can blind you to real life, it does not like you, it robs joy from you, it can steal happiness from you, it hinders you, it can muddle up your thoughts. It does not love you. It does not desire the best for you. It is not on your side.

I desire to stomp on it all. Stomp stomp stomp

[Guest_1643]

hi amberlite was speakig from the heart as your post reminded me of that gorgeous poem. She is heart and soul for sure. I remember that poem distinctly from her book as it was clearly and miles ahead of the others my favourite.

[Guest_1643]

every apartment i'm seeing has just ONE thing missing from it

No carspace? No laundry facilities? Creepy neighborhood? i'm waiting for one which ticks all the boxes and is safe. Let me find somewere safe and secure to live and be okay as asingle woman in this city!

[amberlite]

slow burn anger continues this I can do without. I keep stuffing up and I do it cause I cant see Im doing it and thats super annoying.

[Guest_1643]

bumped into someone on the street, someone i was friendly with before pandemic times, and he was so unsettling and upsetting in conversation. so off. I think I was less aware of it before, and just realised I don't want much to do with him. Boundaries boundaries boundaries.... i want a fresh start and to feel anonymous and safe again.

[Guest_1643]

extreme social anxiety, so annoying. mustering courage to leave the house for a social event. i am going by myself which i feel fine about in theory but on a deeper level has always made things hard. i check my outfit 50 times and struggle to get out the door. Hate this pre-amble part of going out. Just want to be there already and over this suffocating anxiety

[Guest_1055]

Sadness, flatness, rejection.

[ecomama]

Upset that there are bullies "in our lives".

One at my work I had to report, I wonder if my boss would've believed me saying "Oh ____? Really? I've never heard of her doing anything like that".
Well wake up sunshine lol. I'm not the only one.
Then I told boss I had a recording app on my phone. Grrr. I didn't let her listen to the recording, said I'd seek independent Legal advice first.

Bullies at school.
One son is leaving school today because of them. Grrr.

Bullies in another year at school.
Youngest d is struggling to see her way thru to legal age for leaving school because of them. Grrr.

I've reported the bullying at school to the Executive there "there's really nothing we can do about it" kind of attitude. Well I WOULD.

Just more obvious layers of our society's screwed up views on abuse.

The abusers get the freedom and the victims are left to suffer the consequences.