Vent and then let it go...

[Guest_1055]

Not sure about anyone else but sometimes I just need to vent, including venting any frustrations, fears, hopes, worries, longings and anything else. Most of the time I don't want any advice or any responses. Just need a way to get it all out from within me.

So thought this thread could be for those sort of things. No one replys to you with words or anything. It's a place to let it all go. Just dump whatever it is you want to say and leave it here.

So yeah no replys please.

[Guest_1643]

i hear u harp bird. i often worry that my dr will think i'm too much.

my gp is very kind also. i'm happy that he is caring towards u etc.Over time i admit i care less what they think, and realise they are jut humans and also even insecure. I told my Gp at one point I was upset about his constant lateness and absence when i needed him etc and i wander if it hurt him

i dont worry now that much what he thinks altough sometimes it creeps up. I ohpe it works out for u harpbird.

I would like to move closeby

[Harpbird]

Shelll, oh don’t mention dentist,I fear them, yet to find a gentle caring one, my fear stems back from the old school dentists I was sent to in the 70 ‘s, ouchy.

it’s been yet another horrible pain night, I can’t even get compfy in recliner. If this last SH has got me in doo doo Atleast they might do something for this dang pain.

[Guest_1643]

Dear H

it was horrible bumping into you at the supermarket today, you showed again what kind of person u are and how preoccupied you are with self.
I am glad that u are not in my life anymore and that u no longer upset me, but don't u know, it's not polite to stare?

[Emo]

I'm over fighting for my safety. I'm over writing a post on this forum and my device swallowing it up and it never showing up online. I'm over trying to get help from the police when all they do is victim blame, like I really walked into a wall with a fist pointing out of it. I'm over trying to find safe accommodation when Covid makes it impossible to find. I'm over trying my best to get myself some help and in the end it just makes things much worse at home. Why do I bother? I'm just over living!

[Sophie_M]

Dear Emo,

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[Guest_1055]

Confusion, far away, longing, alone, sad

[Guest_1643]

i'm so tired of being judged and manipulated by my own relatives. they know no kindness.

[Guest_1055]

These issues with my mouth feels just overwhelming and heavy. I don't think I can deal with it anymore.

It seems to have all started last year... I noticed 1 tooth in particular not looking right. So I went to a dentist. I was fearful of going. Always have had a fear of dentists, so I never went for many years. I was not really in any pain. Anyways I got this tooth filled as they said it was an abrasion. My tooth and mouth felt fine for a couple of weeks. Then it felt like my body wanted to reject this filling. Like push it out from my mouth. I put up with this a bit. Then I started feeling intense pain right along the jaw line and on the side of my face. So I went to a holistic dentist. They found more teeth that had abrasions and filled those. Around Christmas time time when most dentiists were shut. I found another dentist, because the pain along my jaw and face was intense. Went on antibiotics.I was also on pain meds every four hours. Pain settled some. Ended going back to the holistic one in March. They refilled the abrasion tooth, plus another one. Things settlrd for a couple of weeks. Then I notiiced my mouth was continually dry. So on the following up appointment, I mentioned that. She recommended some special gum. All these appointments were costing a fair bit of money too. I started using the gum, it helped some for a couple of mouths. But my mouth was often just achy all over, and I could not longer chew on the abrasion filled tooth side. Just too painful and the gums around that tooth stung so much. I put up with this. Used coconut oil pulling for a while. It seemed to settle the achy feeling.

Then a couple of weekends ago. I had intense pain in the jaw again, parts of my tongue and that side of my face. I went to the dentist again. But she did not offer any suggestions for this pain at all. Or tell me why it was there. She said my gums were inlammed. (wouldn't they be, if I hardly have any moistute in my mouth) So now I am doing this rinsing thing every 30 minutes. The pain in my gums has settled. But not completety gone. Then the pain in my jaw etc comes and goes. Last night it felt so bad. Aren't dentists supposed to investigate this sort of thing??

Now today, I woke up with my teeth hitting the bottom teeth. Like my natural bite is off. It was hard to chew anything at all on the other side. Never had thus problem before either. I can't deal with this any longer. I just want someone that will help me

[Ggrand]

Hello Shelly....

Maybe best to have your GP check out your Jaw, mouth and teeth...I have had a very sore jaw on and off for years..turns out I have arthritis in my jaw, causing pain that I experience in my jaw, mouth, tongue and ear...also my mouth has been pushed out of alignment because of arthritis...

Maybe just worth a try to have your GP check it out..

My Internet is really frustrating me..it’s been mostly off now for over a week.....I need the internet to talk here...so I’m not so lonely...so I can ring Betty to check on her...to have contact with my sons....

The service provider has been contacted by many people in my town...including me and Betty.....because they also do not have uninterrupted internet either...The nets is off 99% of the time and on for a few minutes...it’s pot luck that I can at times catch it while it’s on...How much longer? Can this go on for!

[Emo]

Hi Everyone,

I'm not sure if this is a true vent but I just needed to get some things off my chest. First off I am so angry with myself because I was too scared to go to the hospital where my father died to get some scans done on my head. It was just too triggering but I guess that's not an excuse.

I've had the scans now after I passed out on the street. It's a long story but I was trying to follow advice that I received to leave my husband after years of domestic violence. I have failed again as I will have to go back to him as I will soon be starting treatment as I now have multiple brain tumours. I'm angry with myself for leaving it so long.

I'm also upset at my mothers and my husbands reaction to the news. They told me I deserve the brain tumours and it is gods way of punishing me for trying to leave my husband and my marriage. They then said that it would be for the best if I didn't get any treatment and I just let it kill me. Those words just tore my heart out.

I'm sorry for going on like this but I guess I'm just scared and I have no one to share my fears with as the people you think you can count on want me dead. I've got some more scans to have but its not looking good. I will try to keep my concerns to myself now but thank you so much for listening.

Regards,

Emo.