Vent and then let it go...

[Guest_1055]

Not sure about anyone else but sometimes I just need to vent, including venting any frustrations, fears, hopes, worries, longings and anything else. Most of the time I don't want any advice or any responses. Just need a way to get it all out from within me.

So thought this thread could be for those sort of things. No one replys to you with words or anything. It's a place to let it all go. Just dump whatever it is you want to say and leave it here.

So yeah no replys please.

[Guest_1055]

Think they may be something really wrong with me. I am missing some vital element in living as a human on this earth.

I shared with him how my thoughts had came to me. That I feel like no one really wants to know me, no one acknowledges me, no one is really interested in me. Everyone is caught up in their own life, their own interests. They hardly know that I exist. Then I said I think that is what God feels, that is how He sees mankind. His response to me seemed hostile, don't know why either. Maybe I always say things wrong. I was only sharing what had been in my thoughts over the last couple of days. I have such a deep desire to be known.

What is wrong with what I said? I answer myself, because their is no one else to truly ask. And I have no idea what was wrong with it.

Nor do I understand his response. The words "that is so depressing" said with hostility and a condemning tone. As if I said something so very wrong. I am quite open to truth. But the way he spoke, I could feel my lips quiver and had to polity excuse myself. I had to go, as tears were coming out of my eyes.

This is why I say something is wrong with me, I must be missing something vital to even exist on this earth. I know God is real and all I want is to be wrapped in his arms and feel safe. No one can hurt me there. That is what I want

[Sophie_M]

Hi Shelll,

Is it possible that God can wrap their arms around you, while being on this planet? Do you think that God cannot comfort you in this physical form? 

We recognise that this can be difficult conversation to have with those around us. We understand that people can get wrapped up in their own lives and where you may think that no one wants to get to know you. Life can get busy and most find it difficult to show loved ones just how much they are needed and wanted.

Please remember to reach out for support if you need it at Lifeline (13 11 14) or the Suicide Call Back Service (1300 659 467). There's Beyond Blue also, by phone on 1300 22 4636 or on Webchat 1pm-12am AEST on our website: www.beyondblue.org.au/getsupport.

We are always here to support you.

[Ggrand]

Hello everyone......🤗 hugs..

Awe Shelly I’m so sorry your struggling with living..

I feel within my family..(sons)...they have no time for me..They have their own families now to care for...and I am not needed by them anymore...I suppose my job as a mother is finished...I born them...cared and loved them, raised them...they are good caring men...so my job is finished and not needed anymore....It’s really sad Shelly, when our family or friends get caught up in their own lives and interests.... and we are no longer involved with them...

I am sure you are not missing any vital element at all...you are caring, compassionate, friendly, kind, have a beautiful heart and soul....People who don’t have an understanding about those feelings...who have no empathy....they are the ones who are missing elementals in their life...

Sleepy I’m sorry your feeling so broken...

I wish we could all have a group hug and tell each other that we got this...everything will be okay..

”Might not be today, tonight, tomorrow or the next day..but everything will okay...So let’s each take a step forward..the first step might hurt...but with each step forward the hurt does ease..

A beautiful 🌹 rose and a hug for all you beautiful people reading here..

My kindest thoughts dear people..

Grandy..

[Guest_1584]

Hi Shell.

l know your not here for advice and l'm not offering nor could l , and l'm sorry your feeling as you are. But he's just saying snap out of it your bringing him down too l think. Could he need you too right now ? lf he's aching for home and who knows what else but he may well need you too , just thoughts. But it's nice to need each other.

Could l ask where home is for him ? like another country , or state , are you in Aus or ? Sorry if that's too personal not prying just trying to figure out where he's at with you is all.

ps , hiya sleepy , sorry your so low , day at a time hey.

rx

[Guest_4643]

Hey all.

It breaks my heart that there are so many people worldwide struggling, with mental health or not, and on these forums or not.

Shell - I'm sorry you're feeling that way. I think you're a wonderful person and I don't think there's anything wrong with you. You're supportive to others here while struggling yourself and that to me is brave. The same goes to everyone here.

Sleepy - I'm sorry you're feeling broken. I hope things improve. You're a good person too.

[Guest_1643]

Hi Mark - thank u so much for being there. so grateful

Hi GG

ur hugs are so warm and cosy for us here, ur very loved here!

hey Shelll thanks for sharing and making it safe for others to do so. i think i relate to that need to be known and seen.

Hey Tayla - so great to have u here, thanks for a supportive comment to every1

hey Rx - so so helpful to me thank u - one day is all i can do. No long term plans. Day to day living and breathing.

[Guest_1055]

Just thankyou Sophie, Grandy, Tayla, rx, Sleepy and all

[Guest_1643]

can't afford or have energy to even feed and clothe myself this winter

already over it

have been wearing the same sweater all week. My favourite. Don't have a second one.
My coat has broken and I took it to get fixed but she asked to keepit all week while she got material to fix it. I said i can't. I don't have another coat. Feeling depressed and not enough

[Guest_4643]

You're welcome Shelll and Sleepy.

Sleepy - I'm so sorry to hear that. You are enough. I really hope you can stay warm and safe and have all the things you need. I hope things work out for you. I'm sorry that's not a very long answer but I'm not sure what's in your area and if anything may be helpful or if you've already tried certain things. Thinking of you.

[Guest_1643]

Hi Tayla thanks for ur comment. I don't need any advice on this one but thanks for the thought.