Vent and then let it go...

[Guest_1055]

Not sure about anyone else but sometimes I just need to vent, including venting any frustrations, fears, hopes, worries, longings and anything else. Most of the time I don't want any advice or any responses. Just need a way to get it all out from within me.

So thought this thread could be for those sort of things. No one replys to you with words or anything. It's a place to let it all go. Just dump whatever it is you want to say and leave it here.

So yeah no replys please.

[Guest_4643]

You ok, Shelll?

[Ggrand]

Hello Shelly..

Hugs precious lady..

I came in here to have a vent about people...

I am over some people ....thinking that they know what’s best for me.....and that I don’t have a say in what they decide is best for me....

[Guest_4643]

Still haven't heard from the Continence people about my Bladder. Meanwhile it's still stressing me out. Been 3 or so weeks and haven't heard a thing, since my GP did a referral there and gave me the bad news of it. Why is everything such a drama and so care free where I live?

[Guest_1643]

the difference between ok and not ok is so subtle

not sure where i sit - i bounce between the two so frequently

[Matchy69]

Tayla I am so sorry you are still waiting.I know what it's like I have waited months to see specialist even being a category one I have had to.

[Guest_4643]

Sorry to hear that Mark. I'll tell my GP about it on Monday.

[Guest_1643]

missed 3 (!) calls from thee psychiatrist (appointment time rlated perhaps)?

called back and their closed.

The second i take a break they call me back. I've been calling for weeks. Darn.

[ecomama]

Group hug.

I think I'm pretty cranky about stuff but I'm trying to work out exactly what!

I'm not happy my kitchen ceiling is bowed from the water damage...

I felt anxious over what p.son told me last night and what he DIDN'T tell me!!
We've only seen him briefly once in 9 weeks.
Last night I was the only person at home and he talked and talked and kept saying "omg it feels SO GOOD to finally be able to TELL someone what's been on my mind" poor baby...

I'm so concerned for him, so I have to remember to breathe OUT.
It's so perplexing trying to detangle what's going on for him.

So with that already playing heavily on my mind THEN seeing the ceiling... well....

next vent - I got super frustrated at BF thinking he could tell me what to tell my son... omg what the...
THEN speaking to me like I was born yesterday about the ceiling...(stuff a 10yo would know grrrrr)
THEN telling me that no one recovers from depression and anxiety because look I was upset (not crying at all lol) that my ceiling may cave in AND about p.son
OH and telling me when I'm his age, I'll be just as everything as him.
I had to remind him he MET me at younger than my age and I've never held that POV like EVER.
Grrr.

Well I just told BF he was frustrating me and got off the phone.

Had a beautiful long lunch with all my family - first time since Christmas Day.

So I had lots of cleaning up to do - yay lol.
It WAS actually fun because I immediately made a Thai flavoured soup with some leftovers.

Okay last rant for this hour (maybe)...
I'm so confused and in quite a pickle about the Govt grants for damages due to our area being declared a disaster zone.
I WON'T inflate costs bec I hate wroughting.
But have no idea who to phone anyway so just another pile of yuck stuff to do.

I HAVE A HOME. Someone tell me to shut the back door.

I'm off to wash the floors - yah dogs and kids!
Listen to some James Cordon car pool karaoke. Yeah.

EMxxxx

[Guest_4643]

When you try to help someone although you're not 100% sure on their situation but you give advice to the best of your ability and the knowledge you know of what they're going through, but they don't care. They don't appreciate the advice, they don't say thank you, or want to take it. I know how difficult it is but honestly a thank you would be nice.

PS- Sleepy, I'm sorry, I hope it gets sorted. I wish I could call my Psychiatrist but I can't because of privacy.

[Guest_1584]

l hope your sons ok em, and that you score a pile of insurance money or something from the floods. lf it's any consolation it took two yrs but my brothers basically rich now from the qld floods yrs back. My best to your son. rx.