Real

[Happyness]

Hold on in hope

[Happyness]

Hello

I'm trying to be Happy

I'm trying to feel Joy

Want to learn how to read again

And am holding on to Hope

I'm trying to keep the house in order

And have chosen a hard Book to read

And a science book

Something to attain

Finishing a science Book!

Happyness

[Happyness]

Accepting love from others is so hard

Accepting love for myself is so hard

But I know there is a Saviour out there somewhere

And I am loved

Life is so hard

But I'm holding on

And trying to love myself

Because there's a Saviour out there somewhere

Me

Im just a lay Christian

But a Christian who's still trying to learn how to read

i suppose any book to read

Is still a book to read

I hold on in hope

Happyness

[Happyness]

Dog eat Dog

ACDC

[Happyness]

I'm not too bad

[Happyness]

I meditate on love and peace

[Happyness]

I keep a pocket sized note book

I call it,

"(name) NOT ON IMPULSE LOG-BOOK"

How horrible was last night!

But tonight I've started entries in my not on impulse note book

And so tonight is a better night

And

I'm happy

Any thoughts?

[hope4joy]

Hi Happyness,

I just wanted to say hi!

And to share that i also find writing/ journalling very powerful. I sometimes use it to get through impulses, or for working out decisions or dreams, or just to unscramble my head.

Kind wishes, Christina 

[Happyness]

Hello

I'm hoping to retrain my brain

Can multiple episodes of psychosis and nervous breakdown damage the brain?

I'm not trying to cause alarm

I'm only trying to help

I'm on my own form of nutrition regime

As in regular nutritious meals in smaller size portions

I hope to improve the elasticity of my brain

How hard it is

But with a long term recovery perspective

Any comments or ideas

[Happyness]

Mosquito born disease

Mosquito spread disease

If it's true

Can we pray for a cure

GOD save us

[Happyness]

My will to survive

Is sometimes the deciding factor

Digging deep

Is sometimes the deciding factor

Sometimes my extreme will to survive

My extreme will to survive

To even get something simple done

That other people would take for granted

Is the deciding factor

My will to survive

Does actually give some quality of life

Some self esteem

Some confidence

But still not to be taken for granted

And of course

My Saviour

Yes

My Saviour

'The Prince Of Peace'

Without 'The Prince Of Peace'

I would be nothing