Heyy!! Me too. For me it's my unhealthy level of sensitivity to my partner's feelings, family's feelings & friends' feelings that I feel hold me back. I just hate disappointing other people. People say I'm a nice person... I'm not real happy tho! I do know a few people who are unique tho, and people may not accept them initially but they get used to the way the person is if they're relatively consistent in being themselves.
I'm a loner too. I have mild social anxiety, and I'm lazy when it comes to organising social stuff to help me practice socialising.
I've got no suggestions sorry darling, just letting you know you're not alone.
Yana 🙂
