Thank you Tony, Dougall and Mary. I do appreciate the comments.
If I look at all the things I now know and accept, then I guess I have made progress. It becomes more evident when someone else points these out. So thank you Tony and Dougall.
Tony I will provide feedback to you once I have ploughed through the book. So far it is quite revealing.
Mary, I hope you are well. I would be very pleased (if not a little surprised) if someone was able to take something away from posts. So I am grateful for the other respondents who have contributed. Yes, the news about the medication took me aback also. But he appeared very adamant. Sometimes I get the feeling he must know something he is not entirely sharing (He has suggested that I know too much already!!) Thanks for the book tips - I will look out for them (we should start a book exchange on here, lol). I am an avid reader of anything, and as you say, it is difficult to concentrate but little by little I get there. Feeling like a child is a real feeling and a little scary. When I am out and about I sometimes get a strange feeling of being confused or disorientated. Not so bad that it is not manageable, but still glad that there is usually someone that tags along with me, notices it and is ready to point me in the right direction. As for the pressure, you know it is interesting. I tend to leave all important tasks to the last minute, then lock myself away and work for a couple of days with little distraction, and will get it done. But getting to that point takes a massive effort and usually only happens when I absolutely know that I cannot put it off anymore.
Take care
Ken
