Beyond the Blue Horizon

amd1953
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I sense that I am approaching the blue horizon.   Even so, it retreats further away from me as if trying to conceal something important from me.   What is there to hide that is worth so much subterfuge?   What is it I need to know in this final stage of life?   Who knows?   Who cares?   Well, I certainly do.   I want to understand everything that comes my way whether it is meant for me or not.   Life is short enough without the sensation of feeling cheated and deceived.   The challenge is to discover how to cut through the nonsense that cloaks its true meaning.   If I were a camel, I would feel at home in the desert.   If I were a dromedary, I would, indeed, feel cheated.   See Wikipedia for camels/dromedaries.   Spoiler alert!   A dromedary only has one hump.   If I were searching for a new home, I would look to the exoplanets.   Cosmologically speaking, a much better place to permanently reside.   The moon would be much too close for comfort.   I am thinking another galaxy would be great.   Certainly within a short drive to the restaurant at the end of the universe for tea and crumpets.   Like Albert Camus, I am a rebel without a cause.   I choose the absurdist rather than the existentialist philosophy.   Everything in this life is engineered towards those with skills, talent and the will to succeed.   I have now lost sight of the blue horizon.   I am in freefall back to earth where I will lie quietly in the lush meadows and star at the blue sky.

amd1953

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Dear Amd1953~

Do see if you can get the book, even your library may have it. Until I read it I could only think of the downsides, the book showed me many upsides so I felt a lot better about myself.

 

I too analyze everything, which makes me reliable, though this can be a drag when people want just a quick answer.

 

The universe is much larger than the bubble each of exists in . I remind myself of this in a sort of mental retreat which you can read here

 

On a Welsh mountain

 

It is part of my Store your Happy Memories Here" thread, you may find it interesting to skim though.

 

Croix