Hi, welcome
So sorry for this grief period that has come about with no fault of yours.
Humans, we are a strange bunch at times. Losing his father seems the only drastic change in his life and who knows, that could have been a trigger.
When someone cuts you off it is their ultimate freedom of choice, right or wrong they decide to take that action. What it results in is shock, sometimes guilt and all sorts of feelings including grief and guilt. There's no easy road to move forward from this and even if he changed his mind you'd have to endure the instability of not knowing if he will walk out again, anytime without warning. That's not the foundation for a stable relationship.
You have your hands tied so there is only one way forward. Once the grief begins to subside, forcing yourself to go out with friends and be social, take an interest in other people and distract yourself with hobbies, interests and even sports.
It is important to dispel any thoughts you have regarding blame especially if someone cuts you off without a mature and kind explanation ... conversations that adults should have. Texting and private messages seem common nowadays which is really not showing courage but thats the way humans are going.
Time is the only healer, reward yourself with pampering and realise that all humans are not like him that shows lack of respect. Eventually you'll get your life back together and you will find love again. I've had 3 long term relationships of 7,11 and 10 years duration and now married the 2nd time for 15 years and its bliss.
Dont give up on us men, we are all different and worthy of true love as you are.
NEW BEGINNING
Sometimes a sunset appears without warning
"Oh look, a sunset its so red and grey"
And we miss it as its drops down
And darkness takes our breath away
But wait long enough and the sun will rise again
A smile and wonder of a new beginning
He grabs you hand, squeezes it tight
And both of you embrace the sunlight...
Reply anytime
TonyWK
