I’m so scared to tell my girl friend of 14 years I’m gay
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Hello Iceboy, welcome to the BB forums.
People should not be judged on their sexuality, everybody has a personality because appearance does not determine this, and to lose 63 kg is a massive effort and whether you have been questioned why this was your target, needs to be answered in full, especially as the relationship has been tenuous.
She may already believe you're gay and when you tell her isn't going to make any difference in how she looks after the children and remember kids are astute, they know what's going on and as parents, we often try and pretend, hide our hidden secrets but all in vain because they start to talk.
It's not going to make any difference whether you tell her now or after Xmas, except to prolong your anguish, and unfortunately other people also have their own family struggles during this time of the year.
As they say 'there's no better time than the present', the longer you wait the more difficult it will become.
Geoff is right. I hope you can find a way to tell your wife.
You said your wife is the most important person to you... but you told your family and haven't told her. That makes me feel uncomfortable.
As a wife and mum also I wanted to write and share my first thought reading your post... I think I'd feel very hurt in her shoes because after 14 years and having children together I would expect to be the first person told.
The idea of finding out you chose to tell your family and not me, and that everyone kept me in the dark would make me feel disrespected.
I suspect that the the longer they knew while I didn't the angrier I'd feel. Just something to consider seeing as you have kids to consider too.
I can understand you are afraid of hurting her. It doesn't sound easy at all. I hope you find a way to talk and work through this amicably.