Sad and lonely

[Justsad]

Im a 42 yr old single female living by myself and wfh. I have depression, anxiety and PPPD. Wasted my youth on abusive partners which has caused me to have zero trust in men.

I am incredibly lonely, depressed and angry on the wknds and feel there is no point to life. All I do is work hard during the week to pay for a crappy unit to then have a lonely depressed wknd. I see no point in life and am also embarrassed that im alone. The pain is unbearable thunk I just want to vent. Thanks for reading.

[Sophie_M]

Hi JustSad, Welcome to the forums, we are so glad that you've taken a big step in sharing here. It sounds like you have been through a lot in life and it can be isolating to keep this all to yourself. Sharing these stories can be a big relief and we hope some of our lovely community members will respond shortly to talk and connect.

If you ever want to talk this through with one of the Beyond Blue counsellors, feel free to give us a call on 1300 22 4636, or reach out through Online Chat here.

If you are feeling at all like this hopelessness is leading to thoughts of suicide then there is support available, please reach out to our supportive friends at Lifeline. Thank you for sharing this and giving this community a chance to offer you their understanding and advice. We’re here to listen and offer support, and you never know how your story might help someone else. Kind regards, Sophie M

[Justsad]

Thnks for the response. Cant delete my post just a reminder how lonely I am. Thanks