Hi, welcome
I've been there and I'm sorry you are going to endure a few weeks of misery. I've had relationships spanning 7,11 and 10 years duration and now am in a happy marriage of 13 years.
The grief will be there for some time before you turn the corner. Your belief that things will get better is a good thing even though it doesnt seem that way. Bury your head into activities, keep busy, allow yourself to fall in a heap then limit that time by saying to yourself "enough of that, I'm going to wash the car". Distraction is your friend. Think of the positives- if it had of gone on for years longer, it would have had a worse result.
Think about interests like following that footy team that she didnt take an interest in etc. Buy a motorbike or something to pamper yourself, set out plans on paper, write... I used to visit my favourite beach, look out onto the ocean for a long time.
So, eventually you'll recover and seek someone more aligned to yourself and be appreciated.
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"Time is amazing, it heals, it ages us and brings with it the wisdom we were starved of..."
TonyWK
