Depressed due to a relationship break up
I understand completely what you are going through. My best friend, who is also my ex, broke up with me 5 months ago. 5 months later, I am still depressed. I am possibly worse than I was at the time. My anxiety makes it worse, it was so bad that I self-harmed because of it.
He broke up with me to protect me from what was going on with his Dad. I understood that, but that doesn't mean it didn't break me.
I also know what 'real love' is. Its hard isn't it? My ex still loves me, he told me so, but we can't be together till we are adults. he said he'll wait. I still love him, of course. But I am trying but it kills me.
Just remember, Coadie, that you are not the only one.
xx Chloe 🙂