Bluberry said:
EM,
I know I'll feel released once I lodge my complaint, but will feel terrible should they choose not to investigate. If they don't then the perpetrators will simply get away with their crimes. I'll have to accept that. I'm of the view that life isn't fair and that life offers no justice. It is what it is. There is no justice. Once I come to terms with it, I will feel better knowing that I've tried and have put them on notice, anyhow. Sleep tight.
Hi Bluberry
Absolutely you will probably feel lots of emotions throughout this, which is why it's better to have it BEHIND you... see a resolution one way or whatevs and then move on EMPOWERED into the world bravely.
"Justice" yah... I had to Google people with a string sense of justice (I am most definitely one of those and I believe you are too).... the links to psychological websites really HELPED me gain an understanding for the way I am.
It stinks lol... it's GREAT that you have this, for me too... but read up on this for yourself.
I learnt ALOT and I believe knowledge is power.
This is a time to 'armour up for battle'. I read the Prayer every day and sometimes several times a day. (Sorry for all the Bible references... it's just what I used alot for strength).
When we get the opportunity to be HEARD and possibly validated somewhat by others... it can strengthen us too but you know as well as I do that if we DEPEND upon this external validation then blah.... not good.
We have to strengthen ourselves with enough power that can never be taken away. No matter what anyone does. It's there, we just need to cement it in. These are the tools I used for the cement work lol.
As long as we can at one stage later be free of the evil octopus like tendrils woven through our lives.... it's THEN we can experience true freedom from all of this.
The History or Herstory will always be there but we can have a strong sense of pride that we beat that and now it's done.
Zero emotional attachment = true freedom.
Love EM
