I am absolutely wrecked beyond any comprehension as to when I will finally get a go in life and realise that I'm not the worlds whipping boy! I'm 51, disabled and wheelchair bound requiring two separate carer's to assist me with daily living, NDIS approved but no funding, DSP recipient and victim of centre link robot debt to $31000, survivor of 2 institutional child sexual abuse predators, survivor of my 12 yo sisters murder, lived through the attempted murder of my mother, watched oldest sister die in pain from cancer, have loving partner who was raped and deliberately infected with HIV at age of 29, abused and made ward of the state due to father, never employed or able to work despite many attempts, only surviving sibling is living a DV knightmare and is heavily addicted to ice, I too have an ice addiction albeit in counseling and reducing, I take more than 50 tablets a day to survive, I have had a chequered past with 2 prison terms for non violent offense's, clean mostly since 2003 couple of hiccups but given a chance and appreciated opportunity, became a pastor of God in 2007 and established Christian centre in Tasmania with the assistance of Tasmanian police after investigation into organisation found all above board, moved to NSW for better medical treatment and continued organisation with NSW government permits, had to relocate to Victoria for partners HIV treatment in 2014, continued organisation in Victoria but limited due to health, told registration not required as Christian organisation, operated for 1116 days until police officer from 27 years ago commenced an investigation into organisation due to my name attachment, the detective had me a criminal prior to investigation and charged me and my 2 carer's with dishonesty offenses, 1 carer not even involved in organisation and duly exhonorated by magistrate with no case to answer and police made to pay his legal costs, my partner had to plead guilty to dishonest dealings with proceeds of crime or risk imprisonment with HIV as we found that we did require a permit in Victoria, he received a cco with 140 hours, I was told to plead guilty to misappropriation of funds and avoid imprisonment and so I did but the court plead me guilty of obtaining financial advantage by deception of 41000 and as a result the magistrate sentenced me to 21 months imprisonment with a non parole period of 12 months, the magistrate didn't care of my disability, my child sexual abuse traumas.
the magistrate sentenced me to 21 months imprisonment with a non parole period of 12 months, the magistrate didn't care of my disability, my child sexual abuse traumas, my addiction, the fact that I need constant care, my mental health, my physical health, my intentions to assist people and do good when possible, 1116 days into $41000 equals $37.08 per day to operate an organisation, how did I possibly obtain financial advantage on that amount? I have appealed to the county court in the hope of some sensible justice for once in my life! Do you hear why I am disillusioned at life, suicide doesn't work I've tried, I seem to have justice as JUST ICE! not fair at best, I'mlost, hurt, in pain, emotional and without my 2 carers I feel no love at all! I welcome any thoughts or knowing of a good legal aid barrister who can help me. Thank you
