hello....well, my daughter when she was two told me in hospital that her dad hurt her...i was giving birth to her brother. That was the day my world changed course! Fast forward a few years in court....and he got supervised visits. Yes, thats it. I used to drop her off and she would scream at me she didnt want to go...i said you have too, the courts said.
I REGRET these words...and decision for the rest of my life!!!!!
My beautiful daughter is now 14yrs old, and now....lives with him. I am not coping with this. Atleast when she was with me and her brother, i felt i could protect her...now.... i feel she has no one.
My question to any victim of sexual abuse or mum of a child who has been abused.....Why does she hate me?
Im not stupid...ofcourse the dropping her off to the sicko when she obviously had been hurt by him confused her little mind....but i was only doing what the COURTS demanded.
I hate courts. they fail our innocent children. I try everyday to text her....tell her how much i love her and miss her....she gives one word replies days later..
when she does visit she is angry all the time with me...this behaviour happened about a year before she left.
and if anyone is wondering, no, i do not bring the abuse up. When it happened i told myself he has taken her body, but not her soul.
i thought that would be enough to get us through this....but it wasnt.
Im so sad. But that i can try to deal with. But....why and how can she live with him. She is always angry .....is he still abusing her??
