Hi again - I'm not asking for sympathy nor understanding, a chat perhaps. I met an amazing lady about 2yrs ago and she took me in and cared for me amazingly. I was still seeing a lady that I'd spent time with previously but didn't and don't love at all, it was just companionship. I did the worse thing ever and slept with her again. Absolutely no idea why and I have regretted every second since. My partner who I just love beyond belief found out and we have been trying to work things out. The only thing is she has a really hard time dealing with it at times. For the past 2yrs it will be mentioned or more questions and it turns into a nightmare for me. I have done everything I can to write this horrible wrong but cant seem to get the chance to move on. About 3 weeks ago it came up again and out of frustration I've started harming myself because its something that keeps hitting in the face and just wont go away. I deserve everything I'm getting and dealing with but need it to go away (not forgotten) so we can both hopefully enjoy everything in front of us.
saturday i was still sufferring migraines so didnt really do much, sunday i had to work and didnt finish until 530 and was flat out with no breaks from 9am. and today i got my assessment tasks done for my course and just recieved one result and its 95%. it certainly wasnt what i was expecting
how are you? how was your weekend? and fathers day?
My weekend was okay - did some of my Monday to Friday work at home. Fathers day was okay - I took my 3 out for dinner. Went better than I expected. I'm not meaning to be rude but are you M or F? Did you have a fathers day?
im glad your fathers day went well for you. ive got a step dad that we celebrated in the morning but i had to work so i had to leave at 9am but we made him breakfast and gave gifts before then. he ended up going out with some mates anyway so that was ok
