Alone..Depressed..Sad..

[Ggrand]

Hi..I'm new here..just need to put my feeling down..no one to talk to makes depression and anxiety so hard...the last 4 days I have either been in bed crying or on the lounge crying..I can't seem to get out of this...I am becoming a prisioner in my own home as its getting progressively difficult to go out.. I have to go out Tuesdays so I do everthing on that day but it's like I'm holding my breathe all day until I get back to the safety of my home then I can let go and that starts the cycle again of spending the next 6 days at home either in bed or on the lounge sad and depressed...I really feel like just giving up.. My husband passed away 4 years on This coming Thursday. My children live 6 hours drive away and have small children so I don't see them that much.Bad mum and grandmum I am on there last visit i was pleased to see them but I just wanted them to go home. I feel so aweful and numb atm..

[startingnew]

Your welcome 👌

[demonblaster]

Onya SLD was going to ask too but won't boot up till whenever...fingers crossed.

If it works might even give you not only 2 choccies but an extra special 🤗 don't tell Peps, haven't taught her the creme of supremes yet

Hi beautiful Mandy Lee and every lovely here ☺🤗

Night loves 🕊🐧

[Peppermintbach]

Hi gorgeous Grandy (and a wave to all),

Here, take my hand. Gentle, reassuring squeezes...

I feel your fears, stress and worries. I know you’re frightened and feeling powerless, which hurts you...I see it...

As others suggested here earlier, if you voluntarily admit yourself to hospital, you would have much more autonomy than if you entered under the Mental Health Act. Perhaps this is something to think about again...

About others’ experiences, I always feel sad when I read about people who have had horrible personal experiences in the mental health system. I really feel for them. But perhaps I would like to gently remind you that there’s a whole variety of experiences out there...

Some people have had positive experiences in the mental health system. Whereas others have had negative experiences. Yet there are others who have had something between the 2 extremes...

I feel there’s a whole range of experiences out there...I suppose what I’m saying is maybe try to keep a balanced view of the situation...just a gentle suggestion from me if that’s okay...

Continuing to gently hold your hand, and offering love and comfort...

Pepper xoxo

[Lee lee 73]

Hello beautiful Grandy,

I agree with everything Pepper said. So beautifully spoken Pepper, as always.

I hope your Tuesday is a good day.

My thoughts are with you dear Grandy.

❤Lee

[Guest8901]

Dear Grandy,

As always, both Deebi and Pepper have given wise and proper advise with regards to self admission to a MH facility. So ... just as Lee has done ... I support all that Deebi and Pepper have beautifully put to you.

I will be thinking of you today as you have your job provider meeting earlier today, followed by your work.

Hope to talk later beautiful. Hi Lee, Pepper, Deebi and SN.

Amanda 🌹✨💕 Luvin these emojis on my PC Butterfly wings (SN)!

[Lee lee 73]

Hello Grandy,

Just stopping by to let you know you're a beautiful friend, with a kind and loving ❤.

Here are lots of big warm hugs from me 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗 to you 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗. I do hope you can feel them. Sleep well beautiful.

❤Lee

[demonblaster]

Hi darling friend ☺

Sleep well precious.

Love you 💑💜💗

Hi everyone and Mandy 💗

🕊

[Ggrand]

Hello Deebi, Peppy, Amanda, Lee..

Thank you...I have read your posts. Deebi and Peppy a few times today.....

I’m believing in your words, I don’t know what to say to any of you...

I’m fighting a hard battle with my mind today...

My always is flight...

I will have to get back to you all withbreplies soon..I’m really sorry,....but I will be back...my silly mind is just to chatty,

Love you Deebi, 🌜🔥🐉🌛...

love and hugs to everyone..

👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy🦄💜👼..

[demonblaster]

Dear Grandy 🤗 hi everyone

Sweets when and if you're ready for replies. We know you read and acknowledge but where you're at just do what's best for you lovey.

Keep in mind darling this is a chance to get better. When beasty talks question IT to see if it's right by looking at other possibilities as well, opposed to believing first only down thought. When I've been able to try this helped in an extremely heavy down. It opens our minds to lateral thinking opposed to going with first thought.

You're good at keeping yourself busy Grandy I admire that you do different things like craft work making that lovely sounding ...🤔 😂 sowwy Grandy you were telling me the other day. (Head fog. Back bed soon ) and poetry cooking etc. Maybe you could bake a cake ice it with a lot of choccy from 👍 last nights magnet heist from WOW Peppys not kidding when she says empire this is just one of her warehouses, good thinking 99 and we can all come round for a cuppa chat & some giggles 🤝

Grandy your minds strong it must be, look how it gives you a hard time. We can turn that around by thinking differently. That's all I've got atm 🙄

Wow that was a good turn around with neighbour except about fur babies, wonder if she's scared of them. Possible she backed off cause you stood up to her the other day. Hopefully you'll feel more comfy to do veranda time now.

Love you darlin, we've got sun and birdies singing. Glad you've been getting rain, be good seeing the land flourishing again. Like your pretty Purple flowers and Yellow ones out the back. Saw you're getting 3 strawberries a day I'd be same eating them up rather than gathering 😆

Hope yesterday went well for you with job provider and work, good distraction and out of the house for a while.

Love you sweets ☺💑💜🦄🌱

[demonblaster]

Dear Grandy 🤗 hi everyone

Sweets when and if you're ready for replies. We know you read and acknowledge but where you're at just do what's best for you 🤗

Keep in mind darling this is a chance to get better and when beasty talks question IT to see if it's right by looking at other possibilities as well, and while you do that it's some distraction stopping you going with first thought only. This helped in an extremely heavy down. It opens our minds and gets lateral thinking happening

You're good at keeping yourself busy Grandy I admire that you do different things like craft work making that lovely sounding ...🤔 😂 sowwy Grandy you were telling me the other day. (Head fog going back bed soon ) poetry cooking etc. Maybe you could bake a cake ice it with a lot of choccy and we can all come round for a cuppa chat & some giggles 🤝

Grandy your minds strong it must be, look how it gives you a hard time. We can turn that around by thinking differently. That's all folks 😊

Wow that was a good turn around with neighbour except about fur babies not that I'm EVER siding with her darling you know I'm by your side all the way. I guess the beautiful furs barking at her constantly might be a bit much not that her behaviour doesnt deserve them to rousse and I can imagine how she spoke wasn't good guessing she didn't ask but told. Wonder if she's scared of them.

Possible she was a tad civil cause you stood up to her the other day. I hope you'll feel more comfy to do veranda time now.

Love you darlin, we've got sun birdies singing. Glad you've been getting rain, be good seeing the land flourishing again. Like your pretty Purple flowers and Yellow ones out the back. Saw you're getting 3 strawberries a day I'd be same eating them up rather than gather them.

Hope yesterday went well for you with job provider and work, good distraction and out of the house for a while.

Love you Mrs amazing friend ☺💑💜🦄🌱