I've now outlived her..i never realised how much of a profound impact its had on me. I never meet anyone from the same situation as me..I feel envy when someone mentions having had a mum for x years and they got that..I know there's so many ppl going thru worse.. I wonder if she would of taught me things, showed me how to do makeup or bailed me out when I was stuck with no way home.i wants to become a mother myself now and yeah its been 30 yrs now but each year gets harder. I miss you mum I wish u were here to guide me and teach me..ive needed you so many times I know almost nothing about u as its information that doesn't exist..
I'm so sorry that this happened to you. It's hard to grow up without mum and all the good things that could've come with it. It would've had to be hard to learn so early to become strong and independent.
I know that it's not the same but please let us know whenever you need to talk about something, help with something or just have a chat
Please take care and let us know how you're coping
