Worthless

Guest_1055
Community Member

Hello

I am wanting to know if anyone else feels just worthless. And what they did about that feeling that creeps inside of you.

Thanks

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To the very grateful Sherie

I am glad you are happy about your new job. Was that for six hours a week, I can't remember what you said in regards to the hours. 

Hey you dog Holly is pretty cute. With love to you.

Shelley xxx

Hello hope4joy

You know I had never thought about the title worth- less. But I am guessing that what you are saying is someone that thinks they are worth less than somebody else. Yeah, I think that I have thought that too.  Am I on the same thought train as you here?

Anyway, I just want to say a big hello to you, and give you a welcome hug.

Shelley xxx

 Well hello to you yggy

I have read bits of another thread you started. I think it was called disconnected??? I haven't posted anything in there, only read, so I hope that is OK? 

That is a very interesting name that you are calling yourself.

OK, I'm not sure what else to say, at the moment so I will just give you a huge hug.

Shelley xxx

Hello Mary

I have met you on the threads before. And I want to give you a very friendly hug.

Shelley xxx

Hi Shelley,

good to meet you. I rarely venture out of my own thread, but I like this one. I hope I can cope with reading all the replies - mine still has not appeared... 

I'm glad you had a nice time at the family cmas thing. You mentioned it was the best ever - what was special for you?

Big hugs back, Yggy 

Hey buggy

Yeah I know what you mean about the replies, I am unsure how to handle them myself. I am growing to love everyone that posts here, as I get to know them more, and I don't want to miss anyone out.

My Christmas family gathering was indeed special, thankyou so much for showing an interest in me. It means a lot.

This year was different, then all the other years, I was so much more at peace and had a sense of freedom within myself. So much love just poured out from my heart to others. Other years the love just seemed locked up inside of me. I was anxious at the beginning and a bit throughout, but it went away, for which I am so thankful for.

I don't know.... I focused on others more than how I was feeling, or something like that. We also played a very fun game, so I think that helps. But I think it was love that made it special.

Hug

Shelley

Sorry I mean yggy, it typed wrong or something.....oops

Thankyou everyone for your very encouraging messages.

Shelley, the job is for anything from 2 hours per week up to possibly around 20 hours per week at times.  And yes, Holly is the sweetest little dog ever, and also cute.  Plus lots of character.  

Chicken Wings - I expect that the job is just what I need right now after a pretty rough few months for me.  I am now getting really anxious about it.  But if I wasnt worrying about the new job then I would be fretting about something else.  So hey, I'll get there!

Yes the loss of someone so young (11yo) is very very hard, and the circumstances of the car accident were pretty horrific as well.  So it is going to be a very low key Christmas for all the family this year.  Her school have unveiled a memorial garden in her name, and it is quite lovely.  She was also a top little athlete and she was awarded a prestigious sports achievement award posthumously last week.  That was a really emotional time for my brother and his wife who collected it on her behalf.  It just brings everything back to mind again, and reinforces what a huge loss they and her 2 older brothers have suffered. 

Besides Holly, we also have a large aviary and we have a dozen budgies.  Got lots of babies hatching at the moment, and they are just gorgeous.  They love human interaction, and need company.  They are all very tame and hop on your shoulder when I go into the cage.  Or fly onto my hand when I go in with some treat or other for them.  So thats nice.  But no we dont run any stock on our little 3 acre block.  We just couldnt go from the farm to a quarter acre town block, so we are doing it in stages.

So CW, you have your dog sitter all sorted now.  Thats great.  Does it also mean you are one step closer to booking your flight?  I guess with the successful BBQ last night and then sorting the dog sitter today, you would have deserved a nice few hours sleep this afternoon.  Good for you.

Okay its past midnight, so I'm off to bed.  Nite all  .....

Sherie xx

 

Good night Sherie

Kazzl
Blue Voices Member

Good morning everyone - wow this thread has been active, great to see! Haven't had a chance to read back properly yet, my internet keeps dropping out. Just wanted to get on here while I can to say a big congratulations Sherie on getting the job! That's fantastic news!

Hugs to you all, hope you have a good day.

Kaz