Wondering about things and life

[Chris D]

This is something that i can't even describe. No words that come close, no words that would do it justice. I don't know anymore. Fluctuates every day hr by hr, min by min, sec by sec. I don't get it. Sitting at kitchen table looking towards the east pondering things, life in general and my own personal life.

Doesn't make sense anymore have tried to make sense out of it but can't does my head in and it's already full of stuff. Wondering what else to say mind is blank. Just feel down, flat like something is missing inside have tried to fill it up but nothing has worked.

Can't stop thinking about this illness. Will try my distractions that i have in place for myself. but i just don't get it. Why can't i get it.

Remember everyone BE STRONG, BE DEFIANT AND STAND TALL YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

Kind Regards

Chris

[Jo3]

Hey Chris

There must be something in the air today/tonight because that's exactly how I feel.  So depressed, I wish i could just pack a bag and run.  I feel angry, confused and all i can see is nothing in my life going right.

Chris, you will get through it; you have so many people on here that care for you.

And remember what you wrote yesterday?

Please try and get some rest

take care

Jo

[Jo116]

I can talk till I'm blue in the face and I still can't describe what is going through my head. The more I think about it the more confused I get. I have good hours and bad but there is light at the end of the tunnel. There is always light at the end of the tunnel. 

you need to remember your OWN words BE STRONG, BE DEFIANT AND STAND TALL YOU ARE NOT ALONE. 

There is always someone who will listen

jodie