There’s one thing about me I’ve left out...

[Nightstand]

I've turned 22 as of the 5th of August.... And just by going by my last few posts things still are not going well for me.. I haven't been able to celebrate with the people I've wished to have... And to be honest I haven't seen that many people for a couple of months now.. not in my community, people I know or for the people who'd bother to come look for me... I just want one year before I go out... where I feel truly loved, accepted and cared for all that I am.. but people have always just seen me for my surface.. no matter how much I open up for them.... I'm trans and I've been for as long as I can remember.. I've been trying for some time now.. and the only reason why I'm making my first steps is if I don't do it now.... I feel I won't be alive long enough to see this even if it's just to myself.. I'm scared that I won't have anyone to support me in all of this.........

[TrueSeeker]

Hello Nightstand

I'm so sorry that you're having tough time. It can all be too hard and disappointing sometimes. Please feel free to contact Beyond Blue or your doctor as they can make it much easier to cope with.

Have you tried Sexuality and gender identity section? There is a lot of helpful information how to find others in a similar situation to make it all much easier. You don't have to be in it on your own.

I hope that you'll find the right people for you and create the life that you need