Yeah just feeling quite anxious about the future, not something that can seem to manage. Even in spite of things doing there- just with meditations, some things like that. Anti anxiety tablets, medication and yeah just seem to think am doing what can control. And others' opinions dont matter- except for coming on here aha..... . But yeah anyway just seems to be going over "old ground"- will look into different options myself, adapt and adjust. Even with just given the "current situation" but yeah just difficult, tricky to switch off completely. Cos just a lot of things to do with this- just is around "communication' but yeah whatever aha.......
