I'm new at this. I am one of those people who keeps a wall up but underneath i am slowly wearing away, occasionally i have a period of time where my wall breaks down and i fall apart. Unfortunately when this happens, i have no one to turn to. Today is one of those days.....
I'm sorry you are in such a bad place, I just wanted to write you an let you know that there are many people here who will be able to give you amazing support an advice.
