Three years ago my wife said she wanted to leave me, pushed my into an open marriage and cheated on me. At the time I was drinking 20 standard drinks a day. She still refuses to live with me but we get along and see each other. I moved in with my sick dad to care for him and he complains all the time about my cooking (he loves bland food). I guess I feel like I got through the toughest part but now I'm just in a rut and still feeling down. I'm constantly reminded that, even though we're faithful now, my wife has the capacity to have sex with other men and not care how I feel.
