Never enough

[Kll_]

I'm tired, so very tired. I look at my life and all I see is failure, I wanted someone to love, to spend my life wife, I wanted a family, I just want to feel something has gone right. Now i am almost 40, alone, just told I am infertile and I can't see a way where I am happy. I don't want to be around friends because they have what I don't and it makes me feel worse. So one I sit in a house that has never felt like a home, alone and cry. I tried so hard for it to be different, I put myself out there and I am never enough. I am exhausted from it.

[Petal22]

Hi Kll,

Wellcome to our forums!

Im sorry you are feeling this way.

There is still hope for you really there is.

What are you passionate about?

[Baljit]

Hi Kll,

Firstly, welcome to the forum and sharing how you are feeling, and I am sorry for the way you that you are feeling.

Please, try and not to lose hope, you are still young and have time to find your life partner.

On some occasions when things have not gone to plan for me I have had to stand back and take some time out and reassess what I want, why I want it and then how I will achieve this.

This process can be highly emotional as it requires a high level and degree of honesty, and on most occasions this has meant that I have to be flexible and it might mean that I have to take a slight detour to get back on track.

Also I would recommend speaking to a counsellor, where you can discuss your feelings in a safe and relaxed environment without being judged.

Keep safe.