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my bed, my head and I
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21-02-2017
01:08 PM
Bang Bang bang loud symbols are what I hear in the back of my head, Bla Blah Bla Blah Bla is what I thought you said, you ask me this and
you ask me that honestly Im not interested in any of that crap, I get you are
trying to be nice, and help me see things I can achieve, but right now just
leave me be, I want you to know I don’t mean to seem mad I still have feelings
and bleed and hurt I am just a little sad,
I am a tough person and once was very talented at Kung Fu the way I feel
Now it would be a struggle to tie my shoe, I understand it appears I am lazy and
seems I am always in bed the fact is if I had no place to hide id most likely
be dead. I can handle a hello and I like 2 mins of your time but when you get
excited and go on and on its time for me to fly, Its rude not listen or have interest
in your friends but when I am listing I just struggle to comprehend, I certainly
aint stupid and I am certainly not dumb but when my head is spinning everything
and everyone is a pain in the bum, people look at me and occasionally stair, for their sake I pray
they don’t poke the bear, my anger is getting out of control, sometimes I can
go off my head like an absolute @@@ Hole, To look at me I am fine it is possible
some lady’s would find me divine, What people can’t see is the struggle inside
my head that’s the reason I am always in bed.
you ask me that honestly Im not interested in any of that crap, I get you are
trying to be nice, and help me see things I can achieve, but right now just
leave me be, I want you to know I don’t mean to seem mad I still have feelings
and bleed and hurt I am just a little sad,
I am a tough person and once was very talented at Kung Fu the way I feel
Now it would be a struggle to tie my shoe, I understand it appears I am lazy and
seems I am always in bed the fact is if I had no place to hide id most likely
be dead. I can handle a hello and I like 2 mins of your time but when you get
excited and go on and on its time for me to fly, Its rude not listen or have interest
in your friends but when I am listing I just struggle to comprehend, I certainly
aint stupid and I am certainly not dumb but when my head is spinning everything
and everyone is a pain in the bum, people look at me and occasionally stair, for their sake I pray
they don’t poke the bear, my anger is getting out of control, sometimes I can
go off my head like an absolute @@@ Hole, To look at me I am fine it is possible
some lady’s would find me divine, What people can’t see is the struggle inside
my head that’s the reason I am always in bed.
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21-02-2017
09:32 PM
Hi Crazy Train, welcome
That's some pretty good poetry you got there. Please... continue...