Very sorry to hear those and of where your at. lf you feel like it later on maybe a bit more info could help people answer better.
l hate having to be like this but unfortunately life's shown me many times that l need to observe and choose people even family members but of cause especially partner, very carefully before l give too much or leave myself too open. l really hate it and sometimes being that way has damaged or held things back with someone it turns out later on was someone that l could have trusted but well , for me anyway, it still just seems to be the wisest way.
I understand that I have never been valued as a person, just valued for money, property and labour. Never thought I could fail so badly that I’m not valued as a person, just what I be screwed for
