Dear Jessksch~
Welcome back to the Forum. I think you mentioned in a previos post you had an anxiety condition which is why I'm writing ot you now.
I found at work I too was making mistakes, in fact worse than that I was leaving material out- not doing the other jobs I was expected to do. I guess the mistakes happened despite me checking and re-checking, and that was becuse my mind was so preoccupied with anxious thoughts and worry over what I had done and what might happen. It left no room for prosper concentration.
It was only when I received effective treatment for anxiety that my performance improved. I know you have tried clinicians in hte past and they are expensive however I found I could not imporve on my own.
I also found it was very easy to blame myself for inaccurate work, making me even more miserable, however when seen as symptoms of an illness it does put a different complexion on things.
One of the things that brings on anxiety I found was a poor working environment, where understanding and looking after staff was sacrificed for productivity. I think it may have been suggested before that finding anther (hopefully interesting) job where people are more human would help too.
Croix
As for the tihngs I left you, htat was simple, I spent so much time trying to get one thing right (wihtout much success) there simply was no time left for anything else.
