I hear you soul-man;
It's great you've decided to post again. Regular BB members can form quite close cyber relationships on here, which plays a major role in aiding their mental health.
As we feel more at home and safe, we tend to talk more which elicits open responses, and ends up helping both parties. If it works...work it! People at times visit our site thinking they may hook up with someone, but it's not that kind of place.
Yes, loneliness is disheartening, and as a young man, sexually frustrating. My concern as an oldie, (sorry...can't help it) is for your health and well-being while you engage with sex workers. Please take care ok. (Promise that's the last time I'll nag 😉
It takes courage to discuss these issues too, so well done! I'm wondering if depression and anxiety are your main concerns, or is it more about fear of the future and low moods due to home life and pressure from Uni?
The reason I ask, is to identify if you'd benefit from a men's line or forum as well. I don't know of any specifically, but I'm sure they'd be out there. Maybe a group in your town could offer support too.
Finding a woman to be intimate with may end up being the cure for other problems. I hope so. It takes some people longer than others to find their style of communication and confident interaction.
Please be patient and practice on strangers at the bus stop, or girls in your classes. It doesn't have to be for dates; friendly banter prepares us for bigger and better. And; you can't go past a smile for immediate connections. 😄
There are plenty of existing threads re similar issues to yours, and info below in the blue section links. Others may reply with more help too.
I wish you well on your path of self discovery.
Warm thoughts;
Sez
