I can't see the light.

[Evilnut]

I am so lost now after 8 years of trying. To find my way out is so hard.

[Evilnut]

I have been married twice, 3 children 38,36,10 they are one of the reason I go on don't know the others. Still searching for them my carerer has been great but her negatives are starting to get me down plus judging me all the time. I live at her house if I don't do dishes I get a lashing. Have no were to go. !!!

[Blue_Jane]

Hi there

Thanks for sharing.

Keen to know more about what is going on with you. What are you referring to when you say eight years of trying? Do you see your kids much?

Who do you live with at the moment? Do you have any hobbies or interests?

Look forward to your response.

Blue Jane