hello, when you lose someone who you always felt close to your heart by ending the friendship it does leave a huge whole that you believe will never be filled, that can be true at the present time, but there could be a specific reason why it happened which you are unaware of, and which she has never told you, because even friends can be scared to tell their best friend something in particular because of their antipicated reaction that may come from you.
I wonder if they told you why the friendship was ending because there maybe a way around getting it back.
What I am saying is perhaps a hopeful way around this, but if you know that it has ended and that there is no way to get it back, then we have to try and find a way around this to help you.
Friendships come and go through our life, our greatest friends at school always say 'we must get in touch' and we expect this to happen but it doesn't because we move into uni, work and then develop other friends, where we form a close friendship with one of them, but along with this there are other friends who we see every now and then when our closest friend goes we attach ourselves to one of other friends who we see every now and then.
It is heartbreaking but allow yourself to find grieve and feel let down, but as hard as it is you will meet other people. Geoff.
