well her i am, yes just signed up , feeling lost and alone even though i have my adult children and a partner who loves me dearly. staying on top of life is becoming more difficult. So much going on and iv lost myself somewhere along the way. Im always helping others
really not much to tell . Im feeling too old to care, too hurt to bother.
Iv given up everything to be with my partner, my kids are all adults now. Making their way in the world. They know ill always be here for them. I work and love my job but being on contract there isnt really any job security. I have an invisible illness and have some really bad days but i keep going. I dont have a choice . Dont get me wrong i do ok , yes im a surviver but i feel iv made some wrong decisions . And i cry lots
I guess its a build up of alot of things, iv been unwell for a couple of weeks with head ache . Been to DRs but both said different things. Chemist said she would be more concerned about the pain behind my eyes and to speak to DR bout it. My partner can be selfish and sometimes i feel im here for when he needs me 😔
loving him is what i do best . Im a true carer . My husband died alot of years ago iv been a single mum til 3 years ago.
My partners daughter treats him like crap but everyone blames him for everything but iv seen more than them.
He says hurtful things when he drinks too much . I just dont know what to do. I want to runaway but i cant afford to . Im struggling not to cry .
He is in pain too and last couple days we have hardly spoken . Im also dealing with heath issues that have come back for 3rd time n feel like no one really gives . You know i listen to everyones problems and even when im struggling im still here for who needs an ear
You know old saying " in one ear and out the other" thats what its like . Im tired of trying but im the one who stuck by him through thick and thin. Im feeling scared lost and alone
