Don't know what to do

[Azza12]

I don't know what to do in my life to find happiness it feels like every time I try I fail

[White_Rose]

Dear Azza12

Hello and welcome to the forum. Many of us feel we do not know what to do with ourselves so you are definitely among friends here. As you have written in the depression forum do you think you are depressed? If so are you getting any help?

I believe that one of the most useful aids is knowledge and understanding about our various mental illnesses. If you go to The Facts tab at the top of the page you can browse the categories and see what applies to the way you feel. It's a good starting point.

Can you tell us a little more about yourself? Do you work or go to school? Live on your own or with family. Just some general information that you do not mind sharing and which helps us know you better. You are safe here.

Mary

[Azza12]

Yes I live with my parents on there farm I am a mechanic I don't get out at all I'm to shy to try to meet people I struggle socially I don't have really any friends and sometimes I wounder why I bother

[josh1245]

hey Azza12 I completely understand what your going through as a person who has experienced depression and anxiety for several years and experienced low self esteem let me tell you are not alone everyone in this community is with you every step of the way I'm with you. I've experienced feelings in my life that I was unworthy, unlovable, and a waste of space but after a while I came to terms with these emotions and learning that I was not unworthy, unlovable and I'm not a waste of space I'm essential your essential every single person has a right to be here.

[Azza12]

I don't know why I feel like this I just really want to find a special person who loves me for who I am but they don't seem to exist it's like I will never find them it drives me crazy