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Does your depression affect your ability to learn?

A2D2
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Is anyone studying at TAFE or Uni and finding it overwhelming?

I seem to be only retaining 10% of what I hear and don't trust anything I am doing to be right.

I have always considered myself to be extremely intelligent but combining the effects of being an older person in a dismal job market with going back to study (something I have wanted to study all of my life) and 25 years in a relationship where I came to doubt my intelligence, I am beginning to think I am too stupid to learn or get work.

Study was supposed to be my big positive so I could move forward, but it is turning out to be a huge stressor instead because I don't trust my mind and second guess everything I am doing. It is taking a ridiculous amount of time for me to get the assignments done and I feel like I have learned nothing, but then I get good results every time.

When I have studied previously, I never had these issues, even thought I had already been diagnosed with depression by then.

Anyone else have this experience?

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CheeseSlices
Community Member

I was very anxious at uni but passing ok. Good self care was adequate for brain function

Then the GP gave me meds for anxiety and now somedays I forget to wipe my bum.

Its hard to know for sure if the disease or treatment shrunk my brain.

A2D2
Blue Voices Member
Blue Voices Member

Yep. I think I know what you mean.

I am finding it completely overwhelming but I don't know if it is overwhelming because I'm not understanding it, or if I can't remember it, or if my meds affect me or I'm just don't trust myself any longer because I've been told for so long that I can't do things.

I feel like if I knew which it was I could fix it but it is tearing me apart at the moment.

I only have one part of one assessment to do but I just want to give up and the lecturer won't let me.

I hope I cope better next year when I am on campus, otherwise I won't finish.

cinamon
Community Member
i was having this same discussion . i feel as though im a a foggy haze. i dont seem to get things then in turn this frustrates others around me.

romantic_thi3f
Blue Voices Member
Blue Voices Member

Hi,

Yes absolutely - unfortunately part of the nature of depression is that it does affect our memory and thinking; making it much harder to learn. There are often ways to get around this and the good news is that it actually can be reversed.

Some ways can include:

- Brain training games such as Peak or Lumosity

- Looking at lectures online instead as this way you can pause it to take notes.

- Finding different strategies that might help with studies such as better ways to be organised, finding ways to better manage your time etc. Time management and task apps can also be handy to help feel on top of things.

- Looking into your uni support system and disability services. The term disability is used a bit carelessly but includes anything that might impact your ability to study including mental illnesses like depression.

- Making self-care a priority which includes sleep, exercise and food. Small changes can make a big impact on the way that we feel.

- Finding strategies to manage the depression in itself like therapy or having someone to talk to. Also working on our inner-chatter.

- Learning mindfulness strategies as this can help with attention and focus

Try to remember that even though depression can wipe us out and make us struggle with fatigue, focus on concentration - it most certainly doesn't make us useless, unintelligent or stupid. These are all things that we can work through.

Jane_Austen
Community Member
I am a mature age student and studying at Uni. I'm off-campus as I have social anxiety issues as well as depression. I struggle to concentrate and never feel like I'm taking much in but seem to do ok in the end. I feel like I'm constantly getting extensions, and just feel like I'm always full of excuses but the truth is I find it really, really hard, even though I think I'm reasonably intelligent. I constantly want to give up, but the thought of my life heading nowhere sucks. I guess I'm not help at motivating you, but at least I can offer you some sympathy. It's not easy, so I understand what you are going through.

Ellu
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Blue Voices Member

Dear Jane Austen,

I was really impressed by your post, and congratulate you on finding the motivation and courage to return to study. I think you might be suffering from what my psychiatrist calls "cognitive impairment". When you are depressed, your thinking is impaired, as well as your memory. This makes studying something new very difficult.

The good news is that when the episode of depression is over, or the depression is brought under control with medication, your brain reverts to normal and you are able to think and function just as well as you could before.This is a frustrating situation,but provided you are receiving treatment it shouldn't take long for things to get back to normal.

Earlier this year I was in hosptal with major bi-polar depression, and not only couldn't I read or write but one morning I had to buzz a nurse to come and help me beause I couldn't work out how to put my pants on! The good news is that I am fine now, reading and writing and doing voluntary work in the community. Hang in there for just a little bit longer - you will get back to your normal self, and the tertiary studies will get easier.

Ellu

r_h
Community Member
Hey A2D2,

I had much a similar experience when I was studying via correspondence. I actually found instead studying on campus had a positive affect (in comparison to correspondence) on my learning ability, despite having severe anxiety around other people. Overall, I understand what you mean. I was always so anxious that I wasn't completing the work correctly and when it came to written assessments I didn't have the confidence to write what I wanted to.

What really helped though was the support services offered by the university. I really suggest looking into what is available. Being able to talk directly with someone helped with the confidence and learning.

Ellu
Blue Voices Member
Blue Voices Member

Dear Jane Austen,

I would just like to add something to what r.h said. All tertiary organisations have counsellors on staff. My son saw a counsellor at Uni.when he was going through a bad time. It was very successful, and he managed to get back on his feet. Perhaps you could contact a counsellor at your institution and get a bit of support, both emotional and practical (getting extra time for assignments). It would be good for you to be able to talk over your situation.

I think what you are doing is very courageous, and I wish you every success,

Ellu