Hello Dejena, sometimes it's not easy to ask strange people what you're after only because you could be afraid of what people are going to say, but each one of us on the forums has or still struggling with how to communicate with other people, that's totally understandable and feel sorry for not knowing what to do.
Being lonely only exasperates itself at night when all you want to do is sleep but you can't because your mind just reiterates all the issues you're struggling with and your mind may not be able to push one thought away, only making your situation worse.
Just slowly open up when you are available, we'd love to hear back from you.
Geoff.
