Dear Reddragon~
Welcome back, I"m sorry life has piled up to make you feel better off dead. When it has happend to me it is a load of things all at once, and not seeing any way out of it.
You do have ways, out, for a start persuade your family you help you get more glasses, it's really difficult to do anything if you can't see properly. If they won't help try the social help organizations like Vinnies or Anglicare.
To miss your daughter giving birth is sad, but you are not letting her down. If floods stop you there is no choice. If your family refuses to take you then it is them doing the letting down.
To take you mind feel better try to live for yourself a bit more, you do what you enjoy and don't worry about family.
What do you think?
Croix
