dear Jo, thanks I have until the end of september but can move out before hand if I find something else.
Yes I do have days where I feel lonely, scared well not so much these days, and being lost, well every now and then, and probably now that I have to move, pack up and find another house, where the rent will have increased, but more so a place that will accept Moo-Moo.
How do I let go of the past, well I came to the decision that the past which was nowhere as bad as you, was that there was never any way that all of those problems could ever be solved, and what would I achieve by solving them, probably more heartache more tears, continue my drinking that would certainly put me in a box, and still may do, but I will take that as it comes, but there would be many more questions to answer even though I solved problem 1, because another can of worms would open up from this, and so on, and then I had to realise how many problems there were that I had to solve, and then all the extra cans of worms that would be opened, so the list was massive, so that's why I had to seal them all in a box to never be seen again.
Now I have forgotten all about them, and even by talking about them by replying to people doesn't take me back to those miserable days, so now I can freely mention what has happened to me, without going back into depression.
I'm happy to answer any more questions and the more you ask the more I will remember. L Geoff. x
