Hello to all.

Infinite_Faith · ‎07-02-2017

Hi,

I'm finding it difficult to write. After my introduction, it all seemed a tad frantic. The hardest part was trying to impress you'll with my knowledge. The depth of my knowledge could easily be exposed. I think my ego jumps out of me when I use these this forum. I mean its possible, and that's not a good thing. I need to be myself. Unfortunately that may require a lot more whinging.

To be honest, I want to become as genuine as I can without. Can I do it? My head is hurting already thinking about the task. Plan B, relax, and be myself.

Phew.

So yeah, it is hard I find to know what to write about. I suppose just talk about my day will be enough. I don't have to write more than necessary. (See how I CBTed myself as I type haha) (Joke)

Where was I? Oh yeah my day.

It sucked, I have Gastro. Have had it for the last 5 days. I can see why they called it Gastro, probably named after Astroboy. You feel like Gastroboy at times. (To much info) A nurse friend of mine said I should go to hospital because I have been unable to eat. But geez Gastro can be painful. After around day 3 my stomach muscles were so soar. (Bonus is I am loosing weight)

Hope are all well.

IF

Jugglin_Strugglin · ‎09-02-2017

Thankyou for that Starwolf,

Interesting perspective. It did make me feel better, but now I realise I've lost another 'excuse'. It is unlikely I'll ever get motivated cos I DONT WANT TO deal with it all. Helps to understand me/us much better. I often hear others' stories, as well as my own and think 'who wouldn't be depressed'. Surely it is a natural response, and I wouldn't want to be the soulless person who could cope with all this anyway.

Of course it led me to other utube videos on motivation, etc. Tony Robbins- goodness me! I don't know if it'll be a good thing or not. It can only expand my mind, but does it really need it? Hours of fun anyway. Ta

Lee

Jugglin_Strugglin · ‎10-02-2017

Hi IF,

Hoping you are ok.

Havent seen you post last few days, but I see you've been around.

So many people here know how you feel.

Sending positive thoughts.

Lee x