Hi there,
I don't know if this is the correct forum to place this under but it seemed the most relevant to my current thought process.
I don't know when this thought initially hit me, perhaps it was when my relationship with one of my parents started to become rocky or maybe its burn out (?) I'm not sure, but lately I have been struggling to see a future for myself.
Now in no way do I want to die, nor am I in anyway giving up, I just don't see myself living a long life for whatever reason. I can't see myself reaching the end of my current uni degree let alone reaching full-time employment at the end, additionally, I feel like I'm living life on auto-pilot trying to get through everything.
The last week has hit me hard, I've recently decided to finally stand up to one of my parents (my parents are divorced) who has been quite manipulative lately, and my Pop has just been sent to hospital for heart failure.
It is just upsetting because I am nearly 20 years old but don't feel any drive to be part of a relationship or set myself up for the future and it is starting to cause me significant anxiety as I start to face this unknown, confusing time.
Was just hoping for any sort of advice on how I may be able to move away from this mindset and to a more positive and productive one.
Kind regards,
Detective S.
