The warmest of welcomes to you 🙂
Personally, I've found 3am is one of the worst times when depressed or anxious yet one of the best times when not in a depression or not anxious/stressed, for it's the time when things easily come to mind without distraction. When dealing with my inner critic when it's most brutal, 3am is like a time of torture. On the other hand, if looking to tap into my inner sage, the amount of inspiration that comes in (without distractions getting in the way) is incredible. Mindset can determine what 3am feels like. If you're someone who's a serious 'feeler', you'll feel what 3am means to you at any given time.
I'm wondering whether the feeling you're experiencing, that alone feeling, is pushing you to make connections. This is exactly what you've managed to do by coming here. You've listened to your feelings and made that connection. Not always easy to get a sense of what our feelings are calling us to do, especially when old familiar feelings are coming to us on a whole new challenging level (as though the volume dial has been turned way up on them). Sounds a bit strange but sometimes our feelings can be almost deafening in a way.
