Never ends

[Lets_try]

I just can't deal with people face to face I have been stuck in my house for about 10 years now since I was 22, I am 31or 32 I don't remember. The only reason I leave is to do shopping and I just grab whatever and rush back. I think it is because I hate myself just everything about me my looks my thinking. I mean if I can't stand myself why should anyone else have to. I was bullied my whole school life for my looks heh I guess it worked now I am nothing

[white knight]

Hi

Can I suggest you use search bar at the top the following threads and tell me what you think? I’ve been in a similar situation.

the best praise you’ll ever get

want to be a hermit?

TonyWK

[monkey_magic]

Hi Lets_try,

Firstly you are not nothing, you are somebody who by the sounds of it is struggling and has been for a long time. I really hope that you are okay.

This world can be a cruel one but it doesn't have to define your whole life.

I don't think you are alone in hating your looks and thinking. I think a lot of people feel the same way.

10 years is a long time to stay in the house. What do you want now? Do U want to go out and do things like go to the beach for example or are you happy to stay at home?

Not all people are bad and hard to face. There are lots of nice, sweet, gentle ones out there too.

I hope things get easier for you I really do. And hopefully you can face your fears and live the life you want to live without anything holding you back.

Would love to hear from you again.

MM