My Ongoing Fear

[Mario_Sonic]

Hey guys, Liam here. I just wanted to talk about something that has deeply affected me for a long time now and that something...is my fear of losing my family...Basically, from when I was born to when I was 13, I was a youthful, happy person...but when I was 14, so this was in September 2019, my Nan had a fall and broke her arm. This was something I didn't see, but I was there when it happened...I had my two cousins with me at the time, boy and girl and my girl cousin actually witnessed Nan fall which deeply traumatized her...anyways...point is, after this incident, in 2020, I lost my Grandpa and my Nan's best friend five months apart from each other so in the months of July and Februrary...then in 2021, as a couple of you may know, my dear friend was murdered in September of that year...these three deaths all mean something to me because they've given me this belief that I'm going to lose my family and if I do lose them, the only option I'll have left is to end my life because I can't live without my family...especially my Nan and Pop...they're not just a part of my life, they are my life and they're a part of me...I love my Nan and Pop and all the rest of my family dearly...my fear has gotten so bad that I've started having nightmares about losing them all, seeing them all dead, me being beaten up by my enemies, and me being killed in an electric chair ever since Nan's fall...I guess that's why I feel like I need a girl I can talk to so I'll never be alone... *Crying* 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

-Liam

[Mario_Sonic]

Thanks Tim. Appreciate it man!

[sbella02]

Liam,

That makes sense. I'm sure there are a lot of others on here who can relate to that desire. 

I note that you've said a girl mate and not girlfriend, may I ask why that is? Why not both?

[Mario_Sonic]

I want a girl who I can hang out with in a similar vein to my best friend and she can come with me to family gatherings and stuff like that and most important of all, she can hug me from time to time. I just don't want a girl for sex or kissing or dating, y'know?

[sbella02]

Liam, I just replied to you in your other post! That is great, and I'm so glad to hear that. Hopefully this friendship goes well for you. Best of luck with everything. We're always here if you need.

[Mario_Sonic]

Thank you

[Mario_Sonic]

Hey everyone. Liam here. I just thought, since I’m feeling pretty good, I would like to share my plush and puppet collection with you all. And here it is. 
Super Mario)

Mario, Luigi, Peach, Toad, Yoshi, Donkey Kong, Wario, Bowser, Waluigi, Daisy, Rosalina, Pauline, Bowser Junior, Kamek, Koopa Troopa, and a Fire Mario which I pretend is Guiseppe, Mario and Luigi's third brother.

(Sonic The Hedgehog)

Sonic, Tails, Knuckles, Amy, Shadow, Eggman, and Metal Sonic

(The Wiggles)

Anthony, Simon, Lachy, Tsehay, Captain Feathersword, Dorothy, Wags, and Henry)

(Play School)

Big Ted, Little Ted, Humpty, Jemima, and a Barbie which I designed to look like Leah Vandenberg

(CBeebies)

Igglepiggle from In The Night Garden and a Barbie which I pretend is Maddie Moate from Maddie's Do You Know?

(Bluey)

Bluey, Bingo, Chilli and Bandit

(SML)

Jeffy, Marvin, Rose, Junior, Joseph, Cody, and Braxton

And I've just ordered two more plushies to complete the collection which are Link and Princess Zelda from The Legend Of Zelda Breath Of The Wild.

So yeah that's my plush and puppet collection.

So what do you guys think?

[Mudcakes]

That is so awesome! I have a few too and my dog has heaps! 

I have Mr Mudcakes(no relation to my username, he’s an ikea skog)

Long Jake(Adventure time giant minoso plush)

Bonnie(weird looking fnaf pillow pet)

cookie monster

Bandit from Bluey(my dad lol)

Lily(my special koala named after my past puppy)

Jake the labarador(made from a photo of an actual dog named Jake I bonded with)

Mumma cow(Moo goo cow plush)

Warren(small wombat)

Soiree(the panda from we bare bears)

Happy bear(og mood bears)

Calm bear

Silly bear

Pepsi(nickname for his longer name I cant spell. Panda skog. Actually My Mum’s plush but I hug him more lol)

Finn the human

Duolingo the owl

(I have more probs.) 

[Ggrand]

Hello Dear Mario_Sonic,

I think you have an amazing collection of plushies and puppets…

A lot of people collect the things that give them joy and comfort, when I was younger I collected dolls…which I enjoyed doing…I gave most away to charity and my grandchildren..

For a few years now I collect those beautiful glass paper weights…

Keep collecting and enjoy them….Do you have a spec

[Ggrand]

Oops sorry…posted by accidentally 

[Mario_Sonic]

I sure will! LOL