Hello Kats
Good to see you've made your way to Beyond Blue (BB) Forums. These forums are for people who have Mental Illness. You'll find the people who post are friendly, supportive, caring and respect privacy.
Drinking and then wanting to talk to someone sounds like you have something that's causing you painful emotions. There are a number of options you could try. We here on the forums are not counsellors or therapists, however you could try
BB Support Service 1300 22 4636
Life Line 13 11 14
Without more information about your concerns or issues, I'm not able to provide much more assistance to you. Feel free to send further information so we help further.
Kind regards
PamelaR
