Hi, so my second day was a bit better then my first day, thanks for asking, but my anxiety levels were pretty bad, I got through the day though, I hope today is better again but there is a lot of pressure to perform well already and I can feel myself cracking. I will push through and hope for a positive change and for some of this work to actually sink in properly, because at the moment it's a bit scattered and I really need to master this by the end of the week because then I'm on my own. I do hope your okay, I would take this time off to maybe try strategies to try and help you when you return to work when your ready, I know how hard it is though, easier said then done sometimes. It's unusual how it happens, we strive so hard to get an interview then we are so excited we got the job, then when it actually sinks in we are like, No!!!!!!! Too much. I'm just going to focus on being myself, because I find sometimes with a new job I pretend to be someone else for some reason. Anyway have a good day! I'm on my way to anxiety city!
