Am I to blame? ( I have nagging anxiety)

[Slippers]

Last week my 90-year-old mother fell over onto her buttocks. She her hand was bleeding a little bit and she was winded but otherwise unhurt. I was upstairs at the time; I heard the crash and came racing down to see what had happened.

I have three sisters and I did not think Mums fall warranted a call to them to say what had happened. A few days later one of my sisters calls Mum to ask her how she was. When she found out she texted me saying “she was disappointed that I hadn’t called her to let her know what had happened, and that I only think of myself”. I tried to call my sister but she would not accept my call. I then texted her and asked her to call when she had a chance and she responded by saying why should she. I wanted a chance to explain my reasons why not to call, I did not think it was a big deal Mum was not badly hurt

I texted her back saying “at the end of the day Mum was okay” she responded with “yes and at the end of the day that I do not think anything of my 3 sisters”

I did not react or respond to that. Though later on I did burst into tears on what had happened, delayed shock I guess or the nasty words texted to me.

I really do not want to call my sister only again so she can have another go at me. I did try her and call but she would not accept my call.
Right or wrong, I think I did the right for everyone. However, I would like to know what everyone else thinks. I have had a rocky relationship that was on the mend, it took this one thing and my sister was bringing up things in the past that are not a part of this

[white knight]

Hi, welcome

Youve asked opinions on a situation whereby if your elderly mother has an incident whether to notify your sisters.

My answer is- it depends on a number of things.

• Her age
• The nature of the incident
• The medical result

Bearing in mind the above and how easy it is to notify people nowadays by message I’d suggest yes, you should have told them. This is particularly important in a fragile or toxic relationship.

However, you sister is now playing the sulking sister and is not negotiable on communication. Nearing that In mind I would word a message like this.-

hi (names), I’m messaging you to. apologise for not informing you of mums latest fall. Initially as she was ok eg no serious injury) that it didn’t warrant it. I realise I was in error. I’m not perfect and don’t mind criticism however I do not think closing the door on communication allows for negotiation and it harms our family unit.

I will notify you all by text every time mum has an incident.

I hope This clarifies the situation.

Thats how I would handle it. I hope that helps

TonyWK

[white knight]

By the way- please google

beyondblue topic anxiety, how I eliminated it

beyondblue topic guilt the tormentor

TonyWK

[Slippers]

I have just texted her. I now wait on tenderhooks for any reply she may send me

[Slippers]

I got a long text in reply bringing up things that happened in the past, things that I cannot go and fix. I told her about not harming the family unit and she said that that was a joke.

[Emmen]

Hi Slippers,

Firstly, I'm glad to know your mum is okay now. It must have scared you terribly to hear the crash and find that she had fallen at her age.

For me, your have not done anything wrong. In your position, I would have done the same. But people are different. Your sister has different expectations and clearly wishes to be notified of anything relating to your mum. It sounds like she also harbors a lot of anger because of past events. Her anger may not even have anything to do with you - she could be stressed or anxious about other things in her life and is taking it out on you this way. Either way, the best way you can manage your anxiety is to not dwell on your sister's behaviour.

I feel like the best you can do at this point is just to inform her that you will notify her of any future incidents and leave it at that. Give her time to cool down because right now, she's still taking it out on you. For your own wellbeing, try to stop yourself from wondering who is to blame in this. After all, you can't change the past.

Take care,
M

[white knight]

Hi Slippers

Well I’m proud of you.

Your sister has confirmed the issues she has with you is vastly more than your mum falling.

In such circumstances ignore those other issues. Or sometimes less is more eg you could text back and say “I’m glad you agree”

In such situations - keep your distance. If your mum say- had a cry one day over arthritis pain, then text “mum in pain but upset”. If your sister is wanting more details she can ring you. If she texts you asking for more details tell her “if you want detail ring me, better than texting for 30 minutes”

I wrote an article about such responses

google

beyondblue topic wit, the only answer to torment

TonyWK

[Slippers]

Thank you. I was sitting on the fence wondering whether I could have/should have done something different. I need to quiet my mind, i ruminate things that have happened in the past, some of which was from a number of years ago. For example i really liked this girl but i never had the courage to tell her how i felt till it was too late.

Getting back on topic, I have said what i wanted to say to my sister. How long should I leave it before I try and contact her? I thought if i left it too long then i would be accused of ignoring her. Anyway I am going to bed now. I have stopped waking up in the middle of night worrying about what I could have done 🙂

[Slippers]

Thank you. I felt a little silly posting this on the forum in the first place, my problem seemed so insignificant compared to some who use the forum here. I was told just a little while ago that it was better to share my feelings then bottle them up. Bottling them up could lead to more serious issues

[white knight]

I’m glad you posted. Many people read these posts and learn

TonyWK